portugueseangel

hey!!

Wed, 27 Feb 2008 19:52:36 GMT

I havent been on here in foreverrrrrr!! Hello everyone

double standards

Thu, 06 Sep 2007 15:41:27 GMT

Aren't they great?!?!

My best friend is mad at me because I went out to a bar with her cousin. She got mad at him over the dumbest bullshit and all of a sudden I wasn't allowed to hang out with him..WFT is that??

Best part is... she's been "seeing" one of her cousins friends HE no longer talks to. It's ok for her to hang out with him but I can't hang out with her cousin? I told her how that is the same thing and she denies that it is... who else thinks it's the same exact thing?

I'm soo mad at her! She's acting like a child

HellO!

Thu, 12 Jul 2007 19:18:17 GMT

Made it on here real quick to say hello... haven't logged in in what feels forever..

why most I make a mess of things

Wed, 23 May 2007 18:15:14 GMT

I really like the guy I've been seeing and now that my name is pretty much tainted there I have no idea what's going to happen... Guess in Switzerland you realy can't make any mistakes!!!

29 days

Fri, 13 Apr 2007 15:29:12 GMT

Till Switzerland!

I can't wait! I hate the way my life has been going lately... Fuck everyone... I need a vacation away from my so-called-friends!

shakes

Mon, 05 Mar 2007 15:17:13 GMT

Alex will be here in 24 hours...

AHHH

I can't wait!!!

Thursday we'll be in the city if anyone would like to join us.

:-/

Fri, 09 Feb 2007 15:51:13 GMT

I miss Alex. It's weird to say that since the Portugal vacation was nothing like I would have hoped for. The fact is he has always been such a great friend and maybe I wanted more from a friendship that was just meant to stay that way. He has made his mistakes, but no ones perfect either. Well it looks like in less then a month he'll be here. It was rather shocking when he told me this. I still don't even believe it. With him if I don't see it I don't believe it anymore. Something always come up at work, or we get into a fight and he cancels everything. A part of me really doesn't want to see him, but another part really misses him.

I just hope I survive this at this point. He's staying with us so for the next few weeks I'm going to be MIA cleanning and making sure the house is in shape for visitors.

so far so good...

Mon, 15 Jan 2007 15:14:23 GMT

Today has started out great!

Had a phone conversation that cleared things up from how I was feeling last night!

Got to work and my manager called me into his office to discuss my raise that I received yesterday. WE both agreed it was lower then what I deserved and right now it's not the time to go and discuss with the President for a higher one. I told him I'll wait 6 months to speak with the president about it and we shall see what happens. He said he would back me up with it, so that's good.

:-)

I'm having a wonderful day...hope this feeling lasts a while... I need a whole week to go by without something negative getting me down.

I'm even less pissed at a certain someone I'm stuck working with. I think I'm finally realizing nothing can be done now.

for 2007!

Tue, 26 Dec 2006 15:33:59 GMT

Goals for 2007… In no order but things I want to do before 2008!
Spend more time with my cousins, Jessica and Angela… It’s that I realized that we saw each other more in the week we spent in Portugal together then what we had seem of each other in probably a year or 2. We live so close to each other I don’t get why we don’t see each other more. Jessica it’s true and you know it we barely see each other.

Visit Switzerland again… I miss everyone there! Plus, my cousins mad enough I chose to go to Portugal for a week in November over going to see them and all our friends who are constantly asking about me.

Once again go to Portugal to see everyone (I have to I miss my nana)

Finally make it to Canada! I need to find out where my friends cousins and some of my family lives and go visit… even if it’s just the weekend!

Go back to school!

Buy a new car:-) The one I have now is evil!

Find a better paying job!

Finally donate to a good cause… Just have to research a few things. I’m sure Angela would love to help me out with this.

bs of the week.

Mon, 04 Dec 2006 19:45:42 GMT

Turns out the one woman in my department who not only gets 20-30K more a year then I do, also gets her ez-pass paid for. I somewhat understand the salary...even though I don't think it's fair she worked here for 6 years... left without really giving a notice(just kinda never showed up again after the president thought she was staying)...and then came back to do something less stressful and did get a small paycut for it. what's not fair is why does she get her ez-pass paid for and I have to pay at least $75 to get here every month!

ugh

Fri, 01 Dec 2006 19:00:27 GMT

why can't I just tell Alex to go fuck himself and cancel his fight here in April... if that even ends up happening since he isnt the most reliable person I know.

I'm still pretty hurt over this last vacation:-(

ohh you want to start telling people I'm annoying...

Tue, 07 Nov 2006 14:21:49 GMT

FINE! I can be annoying!!! ASSHOLE! After saying shit you have the balls to ask for an extention on paying me back...WTF???

Guess you don't think I know!

dont really have time to explain but...

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 15:16:54 GMT

Alex called yesterday and he'll attempt to fly in to Portugal while I'm there in November for a day. It's super cheap to fly from country to country in Europe... it's like sick cheap. think he's last flight to Portugal cost him like $50. lucky bastards. Anyways... not sure if he can do it... but its nice that he even thought of it.

since i was asked for pictures....here you go

Thu, 12 Oct 2006 01:55:01 GMT

Roz wanted an update...here's one...

Wed, 11 Oct 2006 20:00:57 GMT

Tony and I went out to lunch today to go pick up subway for us and my best friend. Well on the way back I was stopped at a yield waiting to be able to go. I saw a clearing and just slightly took my foot off the breaks and stepped on the gas. Well a car came to block me from being able to go. Well the fuckin taxi driver who couldn't speak English WASN'T paying attention and hit me. My back bumper looks GREAT!

* no one was hurt *

here goes me venting

Tue, 19 Sep 2006 20:19:29 GMT

Dear Bitch,

How about you stop being nice to my face and telling me you're working on shit and ACTUALLY FUCKIN WORK ON IT!!!! I don't have the time to be up your ass every 5 minutes to see how those bills you should have billed out 2 months ago are going. GET YOU MOTHERFUCKING WORK DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Would you be happier if I go to your manager and mine and let them know how you can stay at someones desk for 30 minutes and not get VERY important bills billed out?? I'm putting my ass on the line by not saying anything to anyone about how you're not doing your job!!

The bitch in Accounts Payable
Carla

ehh

Mon, 11 Sep 2006 16:51:18 GMT

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Fri, 08 Sep 2006 18:24:07 GMT

I finished all 3 bank recs!!!!!! Usually I have to work on them for 2 weeks to get everything done, but this month it took me 4 days...that's half the time!!! I can go home and relax this weekend knowing when I come in Monday I wont have so much work on my desk....YIPPIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well maybe I should just not talk during work at all...

Fri, 01 Sep 2006 15:54:02 GMT

because every time I get along with someone and we make small talk during the work day one of us gets in fuckin trouble. I hate that I sit so close to my managers office!!! everyone else can chat and have a good time, but the minute I do it I get blasted for it. DOUBLE GRRRRR

Well here goes Carla back to a crabby mood during work...

sometimes...

Thu, 31 Aug 2006 17:40:46 GMT

I wish I could reach into the phone and smack the shit out of these stupid people working at the stupid trucking company! They are by far the most annoying people I have to deal with!

cuz im bored:-/

Tue, 29 Aug 2006 18:11:55 GMT

I think there's a two-word limit to this.

1. Yourself
happy

2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend:
None

3. Your hair?
short

4. Your mother:
understanding

5. Your Father:
grump

6. Your Favorite Item:
Camera

7. Your dream last night:
Amazing

8. Your Favorite drink
SoCo

9. Your Dream Car:
CRV

10. The Room You Are In:
cubical

11. Your Ex:
No Comment

12. Your fear?
dying alone

13. Where you want to be in 10 years?
settled down

14. Who you hung out with last night?
a friend

15. What You're Not:
a loser

16. Your Best Friend:
Carla (Lifelong)

17. One of Your Wish List Items:
Stability

19. The Last Thing You Did:
Had lunch

20. What You Are Wearing:
Clothes

21. Your Favorite Weather:
cloudy

22. Your Favorite Book:
books? lol

23. The Last Thing You ate:
starburst

24. Your Life:
Has Meaning

25. Your Mood:
Happy

26. Your body:
Is flawed

27. What are you thinking about right now:
work

28. Your Crush:
no comment

29. What are you doing at the moment:
clearing checks

30. Your summer schedule:
Work

for the first time in months...

Tue, 29 Aug 2006 16:55:23 GMT

I can't stop smiling:-)
Things are finally starting to look better...

:-)

ugh

Mon, 28 Aug 2006 20:29:02 GMT

I told someone I was ok after they admited something to me. I'm not ok though, everytime I think about it I feel sick:-(

God sometimes it's better not knowing...

Though I was happy with the honesty!

stolen from Christine and Solitude...

Fri, 18 Aug 2006 15:10:36 GMT

Leave an anonymous comment about what you really think about me or somthing you want to say to me.

It can be good or bad.

lets talk about rude

Thu, 17 Aug 2006 18:39:34 GMT

The president in my company just came in a little while ago and he went into the kitchen. While he was in there he saw there was a lot of peoples "left overs" and tv dinners. Well the fucken bastard took everyones salad dressing, containers of left overs, tv dinner and trashed everything that was in there. We have a Friday night rule that anything left over the weekend would get trashed but today is THURSDAY! People worked hard for that food! and he doesn't pay us enough to even think for a second he could do that. I'm guessing there's about $100-$150 worth of food that ended up getting trashed!